Uncomfortable & awkward phase in life

Im moving on to next phase of my life; no longer a student yg struggling to graduate to another form of struggling. Its been 3 months and I know its gonna be a lot more confusing as time goes. I hv a friend yg graduated a lot later than me but already got her job and will be getting her pay by the end of the month while me still bukak all these websites tgk wht I can do lol. I hv a friend yg tgh enjoy their final year, and of course friends yg tgh in the same state of mine. And there are friends yg getting married/ahving babies like ?? Idk its confusing. I hate to name financial strains as one of the struggle but its true and it sucks. 

Tadi Huchek tagged me in an article in facebook. It was a much needed read and it was nice. I mean kita tk sedar sbnrnya yg org lain pun in a difficult position jugak maybe sbb its human nature asyik tgk org yg have it better. But actually most of the people are having it worse to make ends meet and we are actually very lucky. 

I actually love this two parts:

You are going to love you again.

Your self-perception is going to adjust to encompass the new, adult you: the one that you are still growing into. Don’t beat yourself up about who you are or are not yet at twenty-three – you have so much time left to grow into the person you’ll become, and to be damn proud of whoever that will be.

Being disappointed in yourself just means that you know you can do better.

If you were never falling short of your own goals, you’d be living your life all wrong. Disappointment – in moderation – means that you believe in bigger things for yourself. And holding that belief in life will take you further than you could possibly imagine

I mean you are only 23 and you have tons of opportunities ahead of you and you dont have to get your life figured out just yet and thats perfectly okay. Its okay.