Looking back at old posts, reading it again at this phase of my life: whew. Truly believe I'm healed now. I understood why it happened the way it did. It took a while, but now it all make sense. I'm seeing someone who treats me better, who make me feel good about myself that I quit questioning my worth every time. I'm not going to deny this, it is terrifying. Maybe it is too good to be true? Or is it maybe because I was badly traumatized I just couldn't believe I deserve this at all? But deep inside me, I know; I know I deserve all this goodness. I know I'm worth it, and I know you are too and with you, I'm willing to take that leap of faith.
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