I will be turning 26 this year.
At times I miss my old younger self.
At times I look forward for my future self (although most of the time with nervousness filled in my bloodstream)
This is a little progress of mine, but I've stopped worrying too much. Of course I do worry. But I've decided to stop letting it eats me, letting it disrupt my sleep and stop letting it make me cry for no apparent reason. I keep telling myself that I need to stop getting frustrated over things I have no control over.
Sometimes last year, I was struggling with finding job, I was given 2 opportunities that I ended up missing both. Sucks right. Told ma that it was frustrating. To which ma replied "Nothing in this world is ours to even begin with. To get frustrated over things that is not ours is funny. Everything is Allah's and He will lend it to you when it is best for you. So keep on believing and wait."
Bam! I got the sense of reality I've wanted. And I am at peace again.
I am of course still struggling to bersangka baik dgn Allah but I believe I am at a place where Allah wants me to. Alhamdulillah.
At times I miss my old younger self.
At times I look forward for my future self (although most of the time with nervousness filled in my bloodstream)
This is a little progress of mine, but I've stopped worrying too much. Of course I do worry. But I've decided to stop letting it eats me, letting it disrupt my sleep and stop letting it make me cry for no apparent reason. I keep telling myself that I need to stop getting frustrated over things I have no control over.
Sometimes last year, I was struggling with finding job, I was given 2 opportunities that I ended up missing both. Sucks right. Told ma that it was frustrating. To which ma replied "Nothing in this world is ours to even begin with. To get frustrated over things that is not ours is funny. Everything is Allah's and He will lend it to you when it is best for you. So keep on believing and wait."
Bam! I got the sense of reality I've wanted. And I am at peace again.
I am of course still struggling to bersangka baik dgn Allah but I believe I am at a place where Allah wants me to. Alhamdulillah.
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