march 2017

When I first heard I had hospital attachment in just 2 weeks notice I honestly thought I was screwed haha. I'm finally content in my comfort zone in klinik and suddenly kena break that bubble and pergi hospital pulak ?? First 3 days was ok I guess. 4th day I was so not in a mood untuk buat apa2 I only tengok 1 patient je for the whole day. But as time passed Ive grown attached with the hospital settings, the kids, the patients, the officers, the staffs and especially us new officers yg kena attach sekali. Ive learnt a lot within this 1 month time I wish we're all given more time but alhamdulillah nonetheless. Im so thankful that dpt this chance early (2 months in kp and hospital terus) so it kinda helped with my confidence as a practitioner in some way somehow.

I love that hospital has bacaan doa every 8 in the morning: it reminds me to tajdid niat every day. I love that all the nurses, the officers are all so selfless, so cool, so helpful, so brilliant in what theyre doing and I especially like their confidence. I especially like the guards that asked me am I okay whenever I parked the car entering emergency department for oncall late in the middle of the night. And I especially like it when the patient said "thank you for coming on the weekend". I have to admit hospital is very challenging and it makes me nervous every single day. But somehow I guess I love that (?) As for now lets go back to klinik and lets do it right inshaAllah :)