Had quite a rough week in clinics. Was called a liar by Doctor Alaa', injured my patient's tongue and termasuklah hr ni boleh tahan stress jugak RCT. I cant sleep at night rasa mcam loser sgt takleh tido sbb simply thats wht dental school does to me. It comes together in the package lol. My mind was stuck with this "I want so much that is not here, yet I dont know where to go". The only thing that keep me going is my solo UK-Ireland trip. I need a break from my everyday-routine, from my everyday-people-in-my-routine, and from my inner self yg getting negative each day. 

But then a junior of mine who was diagnosed by SLE, had to quit school, left everything that youth can offer, has sadly passed away today. And I thought I had it hard enough. When someone else is dying to be in my shoes, I took it for granted :(