I remember writing a post of me will be studying in Jordan in dentistry. Masa tu acah-acah semangat nk smbung maxillofacial surgery. I guess thats what youth do to you. So ambitious. But Im still a youth tho. Cuma mungkin lack spirit and ambition. Im just tired. Hidup clinical makes me dont want to be a student dah. Not that I hate dentistry. Like I said, its tiring. Kat klinik tu rasa macam makhluk yg paling rendah sekali dalam rantai kehidupan. Mana nk puaskan hati doctor, hati patient, hati dispensary. Hati sendiri ? Makan hati. But most of the time. Im happy. I know Im gonna love doing this kind of job. Bagi org puas hati kat gigi dia, rasa bersih. I love it. I wanna make change in someone's life. Sikit pun tkpe. Walaupun change within my power is buang plaque lol. Cuma I dont see myself as someone yg berkerjaya. Maybe not. Idk, at this moment, now all I want is for us to graduate, I wanna provide for my parents. As for finals, Ive zero motivation. Takde semangat nk study sungguh2 lagi. I know this kind of attitude gonna cost me later bila dah nk exam, viva semua nnt. I just hope when ma n pa dtg Jordan nnt can boost my spirit. I know it will.
bestnya dah tukar url, I can write whatever the hell that I want cuz no ones reading whylah I didnt do this earlier
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