Kalau tanya balik rasa macam tk percaya. Kena hantar jejauh belajar kat jordan waktu tu umur 18 tahun lagi. Bodoh pun bodoh. Apa pun tak tahu. I had one hard time struggling trying to fit in. And one hard time trying to ignore all those voices/doubts I had in my mind. Now that im 22 I dont think im mature enough ke apa ke cuma mungkin less supid than the old me. eheh. Saje je nk say hi to blog wow the last time I posted something was September 2014 ? Now its already September 1st 2015 fuh I guess ive been living my life sgt hahaha. I write a lot lately. I used to write when im angry now I just write whenever I feel like it tu yg mcm tk tulis sgt dh kat blog. Its more comfortable talking your thoughts with yourself yknow. Just the introvert in me. Dentistry ? I kinda love it. Yeah sbb rasa best bila buat kat org treatment. Tapi I had my bad days too. My last clinic of cons I ter-ber-darahkan my patient's mouth, she was sent to surgery department utk jahit sikit cheek (soft tissues belah dalam) dia. Gawd of all times, time last day of clinic (like last day of my clinical years of 4th year) lah nk kena kan. Rasa macam confidence level kena langgar dgn truck, kena trample begitu sahaja mercilessly. And am still struggling jugak. Personally imo buat gigi palsu utk patient adalah treatment yg paling bagi kesan kepada patient, i would say. Sbb pakcik makcik yg dah takde gigi finally ada gigi balik (walaupun ianya palsu dan tk sama dgn yg tuhan bagi but still okay lorh) but honestly itu lah yg paling I tak suka sekali dan paling susah sekali nak mampus susah nk paham. Still struggling utk cari patient sbb nk bagi dia treatment gigi palsu yg terbaik instead of semata-mata nk penuhkan requirement. I know right. Sounds selfish sgt. Tp itu lah struggle ku. Rasa bersalah gila makcik pakcik tu berterima kasih macam nk nangis pastu siap tepon2 lagi wish goodluck in studies and all padahal I just did that for the sake of requirements. Haish. Anyway, hari tu kitorang main random questions (smpai pukul 3 pg) pastu one of the questions was "fill this questions with the first thing that occurs in your mind; I cant wait for ____" and my answer was guess what GRADUATION hahaha not really a surprise eh ? I have two more semesters left before I can finally graduate. Sedih do. Yet super tazabar. Cmtu lah. I grew up here. I create myself here. But still I cant wait to graduate hehe. Ya robb membebel tk benti benti. I know no ones reading this hahaha like i said its just random thoughts and i just wanted to say hi.
