jangan baca dengan nada yg menjerit-jerit . kerana i'm fine thank you .

WHY LAH WORDS ARE SO HURTFUL :’(

TO HEAR THOSE WORDS FROM YOU LAH KAN . YES YOU !

YOU . A GUY RESPECTED BY EVERYONE ELSE . SAYING YOU ARE SO DAMN FUCKING GREAT . SO DAMN FUCKING TALENTED  .

YOU . WHEN I AM SO SICK AN ANNOYED BY YOU AND YOUR STUBBORN ATTITUDE , YET EVERYONE STILL TELLING ME HOW NICE YOU ARE . KEEP ON STANDING UP FOR YOU .

YOU . WHO NEVER GIVE UP BANGKANG MY EACH AND SINGLE WORD .

AND TO HEAR IT FROM A GUY , TA PERNAH TERLINTAS PON AKU AKAN KENE MCM NI .

I JUST DONT GET IT . WHY ? WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO SAY THOSE HURTFUL WORDS . IN FRONT OF ALL OUR CLASSMATES . DURING THE TIME THAT WE SHOULD ALL BE HAPPY ENJOYING THE PICNIC . SERIOUSLY WHY ? APA MASALAH KAU ? APA DOSA AKU KAT KAU ? 

AND CONGRATULATIONS ! YOU SUCCEED ON SPOILING MY MOOD . NEVER THOUGHT , THE GAME THAT I CREATED , THE GAME THAT I HAPPILY THOUGHT COULD STRENGTHEN THE BOND BETWEEN US TURNED OUT TO BE THIS WAY . AND WHEN YOU SAID YOURE SORRY , HOW COME I CANT FEEL ANY SINCERITY AT ALL . AND WHEN YOU SAID IT WAS JUST A GURAUAN SEMATA-MATA , WHO THE HELL ARE YOU UTK BERGURAU DGN AKU ? KITA MEMBER PON TAK , KAWAN PON TAK ? AND KAU BUAT AKU CMNI , LIKE YOU KNEW ME ALL ALONG . AND WHEN YOU SAID IT WAS JUST LIKE A JOKE YOU OFTEN DO WITH YOUR LITTLE SISTER , WELL WHO THE HELL IS YOUR SISTER SKARANG ? HELLO ! I'M NOT YOUR LITTLE SISTER ! ARE YOU EXPECTING ME TO LAUGH AT YOUR STUPID JOKES ? U SHOULD BE THANKFUL BY NOW , I DIDNT SWEAR RIGHT STRAIGHT TO YOUR FACE . THINKING BY DOING THAT WILL BE NO DIFFERENCE LIKE YOU DID . BUT HELL YEAH I'M NOT JUST ANOTHER GIRL WHO SIMPLY ACCEPT ALL THOSE STUPID JOKES OF YOURS . I'M NOT A LEMBIK GIRL EITHER TO NOT CONFRONT AND BALAS BALIK . AND I WAS NOT REGRET AT ALL TO HAVE SAID IT BACK TO YOU . ONLY ALLAH KNOWS HOW MUCH I WAS HURT . AND ONLY ALLAH KNOWS HOW MUCH I NEED MY GIRLFRIENDS THERE , WHO CAN STAND UP FOR ME. WHO CAN BALAS HIS EVERY HURTFUL SINGLE WORDS . NOT JUST HOLD MY HANDS AND USAP MY BACK ASKING ME TO SABAR AND HELPING ME TO HOLD BACK MY TEARS . ITS NOT THAT I DONT APPRECIATE YOU GIRLS HERE FOR BEING WITH ME , ITS JUST THAT I NEED SOMEONE WHO ARE NOT SO SOFTHEARTED . WHO ARE DARE TO TALK BACK DESPITE OF HIM IS A GUY . UNDERSTAND ME ? :( 

AND NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TELL MYSELF , PLEASE ALIA , JUST DONT GET AFFECTED BY HIM . BUT MY HEART CANT COOPERATE WITH THAT . AND I'M EXTREMELY SAD RIGHT NOW . FOR HAVING TO MEET HIM . FOR HAVING TO KNOW HIM . FOR HAVING TO EVEN LOOK AT HIS FACE . FOR HAVING THIS NIGHTMARE . NO I'M NOT GONNA CRY ANYMORE . AND TAHNIAH LAH , ANDA BERJAYA HILANGKAN MOOD AKU UTK 2 HARI NI . BERJAYA UTK BUAT AKU MENANGIS TENSI . BERJAYA BUAT AKU BENCI KAU EVEN MORE .

#AND IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHY IM UPDATING THIS WITH CAPS ON . THIS IS THE SIGN THAT IM EXTREMELY UPSET 

sbb waktu blaja computer kat intec dulu , caps on tanda org tu tgh marah