jalan ke syurga #part two :')

it has been 3 weeks since the second semester started

now i finally realized something .

how i actually attend class semata-mata nk paham ilmu utk mana yg cover exams je .

hanya attend class sbb tanak kene drop course kalau absence lebih 10%

hanya attend class utk hadam each and everything yg lecturer ckp .

kalau ta paham ?

kalau lecturer starts talking with arab accent ?

nk keluar lecture hall dgn keadaan emosi ?

nak mencarut ?

nak blame lecturer ?

and perhaps thats the reason why .

why ta semangat nk attend class .

why ta dpt tgkp pon everythg yg lecturer smpaikn .

why after an hour terus hilang focus .

WHY ?

have you ever wonder to :

pergy majlis ilmu dgn harapan Allah ampunkan dosa ?

dgn harapan malaikat doakan kesejahteraan kita ?

 dgn harapan semua makhluk langit dan bumi doakan kita ? 

dgn harapan ilmu yg Allah kurniakan adalah sebagai lambang utk memuliakan hamba-Nya ?

dgn harapan ilmu tu bermanfaat dan penuh berkat ?

dgn harapan setiap langkah ke majlis ilmu mendapat ganjaran pahala di sisi-Nya ?

sbb alia tak

pathetic kan ?

how our mind works . how kita sebenarnya hidup utk dunia semata-mata .

betapa ruginya masa kita .

ruginya kalau ta sedikit pon kita titipkan each and every single perbuatan kita kerana Allah Taala 

ta pernah pikir smpai mcm ni skali :(

 and once i realized this , alhamdulillah everything goes smoothly .

klas visual basic yg after 2 weeks tu rasa cam nk mencarut je everytime attend class , sbnrnya okayh je ;)

*exams are around the corner , 2 weeks and counting

yaAllah , permudahkanlah :')